The Weight of Souls - Self-Portrait

Plaster, bronze powder, printable fabric, and resin
~28'' (H) x ~40'' (W) x ~15'' (D)
2020

"The Weight of Souls," is a response to the societal pressures I experienced as a woman, Asian immigrant, and former scientist. My photo sculptures, crafted from mixed media, represent various stages of empowerment, healing, and self-discovery. By challenging societal norms, I redefines my identity, seeking a fulfilling life free from external expectations. The work encourages self-reflection and embracing individuality. Through curiosity and a blend of emotional and logical perspectives, I transitioned from Eastern to Western, science to art, focusing on the essence of living a meaningful and authentic life.

With this body of work, I hope to respond to the questions that are always hunting me: What makes humanity distorted? What is the American dream we believe in now?

————- Each title of the piece serves as one line of a poem ————-

She is deafened by the coaxing lies.

The shining hands also try to blind her eyes.

Her brain is pierced to make her comply.

All the curses make her lose her soul and mind. 

Splitting in half, violently they rive.

Removing her existence, they rip her while she is alive.

Gouging her in the eyes, she couldn’t defy.

Cutting her mouth off, she couldn’t even sigh.

I hear her scream when I walk by.

I catch her in the air when she falls from the sky. 

I lift her up to let her tears dry.

I wring her tears out while she asks why.

I let her rest in my palm so then she can go back to the fight. 

It is life.

To all the pain and hurt, we shall say goodbye.

In the end, everything will be ok and we will all be all right.